This was published 5 days before my Mother died... and she got to read it....
My mother is dying of cancer. I love her. A parent hopes
to be a positive influence and role model to his child. Frances is my premier
inspiration and foremost mentor. Deborah says I idolize her. She shaped my
childhood with a deft and gentle wisdom, unobtrusively influencing my interests
and enthusiasms. As people have learned of her illness, kind words such as
those of Nancy Henderson ("Your mother has been such a gift to this
community") have brought tears of joy and gratitude to us.
Nancy was not only speaking of Frances' role as County
Librarian from 1968 to 1979, but also as an educator of natural history.
Frances gave hundreds of talks on the natural world of the southern Llano
Estacado and edited the Midland Naturalist's monthly newsletter, The Phalarope,
for 35 years. My Mom's contributions to the science of ornithology are
acknowledged by the authors of every book that mentions the birds of West
Texas.
When Frances and Harold Williams were courting, they shot
.22 rifles at cans floating down the Canadian River in Norman, where both
graduated from the University of Oklahoma. Frances' first degree was in French,
but she later returned for a Masters' in Library Science. During the war years
ammunition was expensive, so they started sitting and watching birds come to
the water. Curiosity led Frances to start observing their different behaviors
and to record the annual cycles of migration.
When Frances and Harold arrived in Midland during World
War II, they were befriended by Ola Dublin Haynes, a pioneer settler's
daughter. Ola introduced them to local ranchers on whose spreads Frances was
able to pursue her field research of the Cassin's Sparrow. Her work, published
in Arthur Bent's Life Histories of American Birds, remains the definitive work
on this diminutive sparrow.
Frances is widely recognized as the foremost
ornithological pioneer of West Texas. She is our regional version of Margaret
Nice or Florence Merriam Bailey, women scientists who persevered despite the
diminishments of non-egalitarian cultural biases, i.e., sexist fundamentalism.
As a founding member of the Texas Ornithological Society,
Frances helped to bring scientific rigor to amateur ornithology throughout the
state. She served 25 years as a member of the organization's Bird Records
Committee, and an equal period as the Southern Great Plains editor for the
Audobon Society's journal, American Birds. In recognition of her work, she was
one of only 150 people who have been awarded Life Membership in the American
Birding Association (out of 10,000 members).
Frances is the epitome of unconventionality. One of the
first professional women to wear pants to work, a field scientist at a time
when women were supposed to be June Cleaver, Frances also was a stalwart
defender of social diversity in the face of bluenosed priggishness that
demanded certain "offensive" books be banned from the County Library.
"It is what you do that counts, not your looks, nor
your personal quirks, beliefs or pretensions." Frances was raised a John
Calvin Presbyterian. "What will be, will be, so don't complain, whine,
lie, disparage, or demean. Negative attitudes are a waste of time. Only boring
people are bored. People who do not use their minds are zombies."
Frances did her utmost to instill curiosity and a love of
knowledge in her sons. We were taken to the field to roam and explore as soon
as we could walk. I was her bird-dog as she did her research. "Go to the
yucca, then the lote, and turn at the Buena Mujer before coming back." I
knew the English (and some Spanish) common names for hundreds of native Llano
Estacado organisms before I could read. She read to us every night. One of her
favorite children's books was Rudyard Kipling's Just So Stories. The stories'
twists of logic and fate appealed to her desire to instill curiosity.
Frances fought one of the most insidously horrible
monsters of the 20th century -- television -- in the process of giving me my
vocation. We did not have a TV when I was a young child. The only time I ever
got a whipping was at age 13, when I repeatedly disappeared to neighbors'
houses to zone out until she tracked me down and dragged me home.
By her actions, comments and encouragement of interests
that I could pursue in books, I learned that television engenders unconscious,
non-participatory receptivity. It has turned Americans into interchangeable
drones having no sense of home or culture that is based on natural, regional
influences. We have lost a good deal of our instinctual desire to engage in
joyful, interactive relationships with our home place by allowing our nighttime
stories to be supplanted by the vapid pablum of network programming. We seldom
learn to observe and interpret our surroundings because our connections to our
homeland have been severed by mindless addiction to the flickering blue boob
tube. Television creates boredom because it does not challenge the mind.
At the age of eighty, Frances is still an adept observer.
We take walks along the trails of Gone Native each "coolish" morning,
Frances leading the way on her 3-wheeled electric cart. Still engaged in field
observation, she points out to me everything that interests her. "Look at
that hognose snake -- why is it curled up at the mouth of the pipe from the
windmill? Is it cooling itself in the water? Is there a breakfast frog waiting
in the pipe? Or is the snake hoping a frog will leap up on that little lookout
rock?"
Her love of interaction with nature has taught me that
every plant and animal has a story to tell. Meaning can be inferred and
interpreted from the very presence and physical condition of every living
thing. Self-paced and self-motivated curiosity is every human's instinctive
educational system. Observation of the natural world is the best way to train
the mind, because children are innately fascinated with creepy crawly
strangeness. Even snakes can be utilized as riveting stimulators of
intellectual curiosity, and should not be feared or hated as symbols of evil.
By the time I reached high school, I had become
contemptuous of the "modern" public educational system. Invented a
hundred years ago and not substantially changed since, "school" has
devolved into a non-challenging baby-sitting service for many students. Schools
rarely educate children about their regional homeland -- local folk history,
regional cultural traditions, and the natural world surrounding them is rarely
mentioned. When schools neglect to
acknowledge the influences of homeland on a child's definition of self, we risk
the creation of rootless, apathetic consumers or angst-ridden nihilists who are
homicidally angry at being cast adrift without moorings.
I became neither a consumer nor a nihilist because our
family camped 30 to 45 nights a year and traveled every back road of the
Southwest, taking joy in watching birds and identifying flowers. Frances taught
me more than I learned in most of my high school classes: science by avocation,
history by reading, cultural diversity by traveling, language skills through
her love and constant use of books, and spirituality by immersion in the
natural world.
Religious dogma -- be it Christian, Islamic, Buddhist, or
Hindu -- is the plaintive sound of our OWN voices, weakly attempting to
describe and define an immensity beyond comprehension. For Frances, the natural
world is God's true cathedral. " God speaks to us most powerfully as
Mother Nature. The beauty of thousands of Sandhill Cranes strung out against a
kaleidoscopic sunset, trumpeting in joyful celebration of a successful day is
one of the most profound expressions of God's presence in our lives. We should
bear witness to the glories given us."
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